Tell You More About My Daily Life !

Process of My Father

2009-11-22T23:19:00.009+08:00

After one month of staying in SICU, my father still have not recover from the illness and some how getting worse. My whole family and including my relatives were worry about him when he can be discharge from SICU as it will getting worse if he continue staying SICU.

Some of his brothers feel like giving up on him of getting treatment but I don't think this way because if there is any slim percent of surviving, I will not give up. Because of this problem, I have to give up a very good opportunity of going oversea for attachment as normally the oversea attachment need to have a high GPA but not for this.

Although a bit pity but my father's health is much more important. In life, some time you need to give up such good opportunity. So I wouldn't blame anyone because this is still my choice of choosing.

Hoping my father would recover soon.

Worse Feeling...

2009-11-18T15:22:00.005+08:00

This few days, I was feeling very helpless and useless as some problem have occur in my family. Really very tired... Feel like taking some days off and doing nothing at home but this will never happen as I have plenty of work to do and problem need to solve.

This whole month was a busy as my father still admitted to hospital and have not discharge yet. I really need someone to lend me their shoulder to rely on, I need someone to comfort me when I'm feeling low. When this can be gone far away from me. What can I do now! What can I do now! What can I do now!!!....

I now praying very hard let to the bad luck can be chase away and let the good and good fortune to come along with me... What can I do now is keep on learn new songs so that I can keep away my stress and unhappiness...

Busy Day Man!!!

2009-10-30T23:24:00.006+08:00

Hei hei ho ho... Today feel that I'm a superman, fly here and there. After my lesson, I need to rush down to my god sister's workshop to collect my van and also need to rush back to school for the SA General Meeting. HaizZz... Busy man...

When I reach my first destination is my god sister's father workshop. When I see the bill, lucky the repair fee is not that high because the workshop that I go to is my god sister's father one so yah... Haha... No lah... Is the replace of the van part is second hand so the repair fee will be cheap... Hehe...

After collecting the van, I went to my second destination which is my piano centre where learn and practice my piano. Got to brush up my piano because the notes is getting difficult and is not easy to play, need more practice because there is one sentence "practice make prefect". Haha...

Before rushing back to school for my SA General Meeting, I went to food court to buy some kueh because need some food to fill up my stomach. Haha... Finally the "superman" reach his last destination that is the ITE College East Lecture room.

What A Unlucky Day...

2009-10-27T23:00:00.003+08:00

What the hell hell... What a unlucky day man!!! After returning my rental car to my friend and driving my father's van to hospital with my mum, I met a minor car accidental. Accidentally hit into the front lorry's bumper as I not use to it after changing from car to van.

Oh my goodness... This is my first time bang into another people lorry until my head cover drop. I almost freak out, lucky got my mum with me if not, I will be in deep trouble man... Lucky the knock was not serious for the opposite but the driver seen to be very angry and keep say that he want sue us.

HaizZz... Need to spend a lump sum of money to do the repair of the van. Sad sia...

Clique Gathering Part II

2009-10-24T00:10:00.005+08:00

Wo wo wo... Yeah... Today is also another night where my clique went out again. This time around we went to K-box. Before we went K-box, my car has some minor problem as my passenger sit door can't be lock.

So my god sister, Yiwen call her technician to ask whether how to solve the problem. After few second of solving, we find out that is quite a lame problem. Haha... After picking another friend, we finally proceed to our destination.

Let us proceed to the photo that we took.

Clique Gathering Part I

2009-10-23T00:00:00.005+08:00

Hei Hei Ho Ho... Haha... Although my father is still hospitalize but because I have rented the car for the gathering so I decided to carry on with my plan as my father is still quite stable.

After meeting each other around my house area, we decided to have some supper before our outing. We drive all the way to Marine barrage to take a look of the night view of the Marine Barrage as we did not been there before. At there we took some photo, let take a look of some photo which I post...

My Father has Admittance to Hospital

2009-10-22T23:52:00.005+08:00

Today is not a really happy day for me as my father has admitted to hospital and is very serious, I was totally no mood in school and my mind was think about my father what has happen to him although both of us did not talk much at home.

But I still feel like show solicitude for him because no matter what he is still my father and as a human being, still have some feeling to care about him... Some more today I have plan to rent a car for my weekend use and send my parents to airport as they plan to go oversea but because of my father has admitted to hospital so the trip has been cancelled.

Although my rented car can't be cancel but still be able to use it so after my school, I went to meet my friend, Edwin to fetch my rented from my another friend also call Alex. Haha... As Alex help me to rent the car. After taking the car, we went to Woodland area to send Alex home and Edwin and I went to have dinner on our own.

After my dinner, hear from my mum that my father is quite serious, so I hurry up drive my car down to hospital to see what happen. After visiting my father, I was drive on the way, my tear start to drop and my mum ask me to relax cause scare my asthma will come.

After reaching home not long, the hospital staff nurse inform us that my father has been transfer to ICU for further observe. We were shock to hear this so plan that tomorrow morning went there to take a look and see what had happen to my father.

Past Memory

2009-10-21T14:09:00.006+08:00

Sitting outing room T05-23, thinking of my previous course, DAVP, suddenly my brain flash out all the happy and unhappy memory. Got one image is about the hard and tear of doing the final year project.

That was my bad memory of doing final year project because my director and I have different working style, every time we have some meeting to discuses about our project, my director and I will still to quarrel but normally I will be the lose end because my teacher-in-charger like his way of working so I will get the scolding and I still remember that while doing the final project, I nearly can't graduate from my course.

Thinking of that moment, my tear start to roll in my eyes and I start hold it so that I wouldn't let other that I weak or what.

Time have past long but my heart have that scar and it need to recover, may be when I left this school will recover or may be even left this world will recover. But life is like that, must have some problem hurt that you will know how to live properly.

Farewell Night 2009

2009-09-11T23:10:00.007+08:00

Yeah yeah yeah.... Today is NPCC Farewell Night 2009 and most of the seniors are invited too... I have not been invited after my brother's farewell night. I was surprise that I was been invited to this NPCC Farewell Night.

At first, I was thinking that most of my friends will be going for this event but only guys went to this event because most of the girls are busy with their studies. HaizZz... Sad man... But we still have fun at the event with them...

After the Farewell Night, few of us went pub to take some drinks and also contiune our talk about school and memory in NPCC...

2nd Round of Class Gathering of 4B

2009-08-10T23:42:00.005+08:00

Yeah yeah yeah... Today is a public holiday and though that it would be a boring again but my class 4B has a mini class gathering or I can say is clique gathering because most of the people who came are my clique people.

We went to Sakae Sushi to have our lunch buffet at Vivo City... Long time never eat at Sakua Sushi lunch buffet because eating at Sakae Sushi is very expensive. After our lunch, we went for a walk at Vivo City. After few rounds of walk at Vivo City, some of my friends need to went back home or go back army for report.

So Yiwen, Kailin, Kenneth Yap and I went to Orchard road for a walk and we decide to take a drink after long distance walk at Vivo City and Orchard. While we having a drink, we also talk about the past memory that we have...

Long time never have a chat with them... Hope that next time we can have a chat again...

First Day of Driving...

2009-08-08T23:02:00.002+08:00

Woohoo... Today is my first day of driving in public which don't have any instructor sitting beside me and all I have is my family members and is first time all my family members going down to grandma's house as most of time, brother and I hardly go down to grandma's due to some work need to do or prepare.

Oh my god... This is make me feel excited and scare because normally in the driving centre, I was driving car and now, I'm driving van for my first vehicle after passing my Traffic Police test... Opps... Haha...

Although the gear box, pedals and steering wheel are the same but the height and blindspot have change because some of the blindspot of the van have been block but I will try my best to see the blindspot. Haha...

Wow... So cool sia... I think after few weeks later, my father will allow me to drive alone because today is my first time drive van and he is very worry about me because driving van and car got different so he want to taught me how to drive van...

And today my parking was like shit because the car park don't have the poles so you got to use your eye sight and your counting of the curve to park the van as the blindspots has been blocked... I think after sometime, I would be able to park my car properly... Haha...

Pass My Traffic Police...

2009-08-07T15:12:00.002+08:00

Woo.. Hoo... I passed my Traffice Police... Oh my god man... I really first strike passed for my Traffic Police man... Woo... Hoo... Haha... I can't believe it man... Oh yeah man... I can drive le... Oh yes man... Haha...

And you know what, I got only 6 points deducted for my test man... Haha... Maximun passing point is 18 points and I just got 6 points... Haha... So happy... I'M SO HAPPY... Haha... I can't stop my joy now because passing Traffic Police is not easy because some time must see tester's mood, if he not happy then you good game lor... Haha....

Just kidding lah... Is all depend your skills and your reaction for the oncoming traffic and I will be start driving my father's van to my grandma's house... Hoo... Hoo... Update you more tomorrow when I start driving with my father's van... See you...

Last Day of Vacation...

2009-07-05T13:43:00.002+08:00

Yeah yeah yeah... Hi everyone... Wow... Today the last day of my June vacation and June vacation is not a meaningful one because this whole three-weeks vacation I was slacking all the way or staring at the monitor doing nothing expect I go to driving centre and learn driving if not I really do nothing for my whole June vacation.

But I think that at least I have learn some new chinese pop for my K session with my friends or cousins. Haha...

Boring Day...

2009-06-24T23:30:00.006+08:00

HaizZz... What a boring day man... Staying at home... Staring at the wall... HaizZz... Everyday play computer also will feel bored want... Luckily I still can practice my vocal by using YouTube and also can learn some new Chinese pop song so that when I go K, my friends wouldn't say me that everytime go K, everytime sing the same song... Haha...

By using YouTube, I can practice my vocal and also can save some money although the YouTube can't auto play list but practice your toning and lyrics. And also you keep on repeat the song until you remember the song, toning, lyrics and the feel of the song.

Haha... Is this what I normally do when I'm free time or when I feeling not happy or bored.

Last Session of My Driving Practical Lesson...

2009-06-18T23:52:00.001+08:00

Woo hoo... Today I just completed my driving practical lesson and passed the trial test... Yeah... I can book my Traffic Police test soon... I was very happy that I can finish my practical lesson after few months of waiting to complete my practical lesson.

Now what I going to do is to wait for a slot for me to book the test and see whether I can one time pass the test because the Traffic Police test cost me $151 and I was so shocking to see the fee and I was totally blank out but no matter what, I still need to take the test because if I never take the test, I wouldn't be able to drive on the street.

So I hope that I can pass test just one time...

First Day of Vacation

2009-06-15T23:09:00.002+08:00

Yeah, yeah, yeah... Haha... Today is my first day of vacation and I decided to go to Driving Centre to learn my practical lesson as my practical lesson left a few session to complete the whole practical book.

The next few days of my vacation will be doing the practical lesson to complete the session which the driving centre is require. I hope that the faster I complete the session, I would be able to drive my own. Haha... I can't wait for that day to come.

First week will be doing driving practical lesson, next-two weeks of the vacation will be staring at the wall doing nothing... Haha... Because I never plan for the next-two weeks vacation, so may be I will stay at home and rest or watch taiwan show bah...

Update soon...

Happy Birthday to Ms Fiona!!!

2009-05-29T23:20:00.005+08:00

Yeah yeah yeah... Today we will be giving our CE SA teacher-in-charger, Ms Fiona a surprise birthday party. Haha... I think this surprise will be a good one because we plan it quite early May until the day which we are going to celebrate with her.

Haha... The party beverage and foods which she like to eat and drink even her birthday cake we also bought which she often visit the cake shop. Wow... I beat she is will be very happy and also surprise... We also invite TJC students to join us the fun, what a great birthday party... Haha... When the time has come, we give a call to Ms Fiona and you know what.... SURPRISE!!!

She really got the surprise... Haha...

Haha... What a surprise she got... Happy Birthday to you, Ms Fiona (in advance)... Haha... Hope you have fun and may be a joyful celebration...

Day I Travel to School

2009-05-27T13:16:00.006+08:00

Travelling on bus 31, hearing MP3 song, staring outside the bus... Same routing which I travel to ITE College East when I was in Nitec course but the feel is totally different. It is because I didn't look forward to go school to see my classmates?

The answer that come out from my mind is that I didn't have wish to look forward to see my classmates because we are not really close friends which make me feel like to go every single day because even we on the same bus, we didn't even talk much. Not like last time when I in Nitec, when we see each other in bus, we will have small chat in the bus until the bus reach College East.

This feel make me feel uncomfortable even we are classmates for one month plus but still not really close like what I usually have in Nitec. I know that I should not compare Nitec and Higher Nitec classmates but it make me feel like compare because only me who want to compare, even my close friend since Nitec also make a compare.

HaizZz... Hope that this feel will gone faster....

Congratulation to ME!!

2009-05-22T23:25:00.001+08:00

Today is the most happy day because i got ITE CCA Medal in Community Service Club as Chairman... Woo... I was so overjoy that I'm able to receive this award as my hard work in this club never go into the drain.

All of my Exco in my club got this award but only one of Exco never got this award. But one thing which make me very angry is that one of my classmates got this award but he is not part of the Exco or he got contribute anything in this club and he still be able to get this award, I was like very angry because why he must under my club, if he under other club, I wouldn't scream at all... WHAT THE HELL HELL man!!!

Shit man... Spoil mood man... By the way, this person who are mention is not the one who mention in my blog but is another person... This person I don't wish to mention but he should know himself...

HaizZz... Don't spoil mood... Let back to the topic... Today wake up very early is to go down to ITE HQ to receive this award with my other Exco who is going to the ceremony, and I have abit fun with my Exco friends...

After this ceremony, I need to rush back school to help out with the tour leading as there are less man powers to take the class... Hope that I meet my C.S.C exco friends again in the friends...

Happy Birthday to ME!!!

2009-05-16T23:00:00.002+08:00

YozZz... Wow... Today this my 19 years old birthday but no one is celebrating for me but I already use to it because in my 19 years of life, I only celebrate twice which is when I was 16 years old and 18 years old.

And I think that the most memorable is when I'm 18 years old because my friends gave a really good surprise. Haha... I hear some of them say then Chinese people don't really celebrate 19 years old because is not a good number to celebrate but just a rumors, so not true... Hahaha...

But I still very happy that some of friends send me birthday message to wish me happy birthday and to some of friends who never wish me, I will not angry because I take it that you are busy until you forgot my birthday but never mind... Thank to those who send me... Really THANK YOU VERY MUCH...

Hope next year more people will remember my birthday... Hahaha... Update soon...

Meeting New Ambassadors!

2009-05-08T23:19:00.001+08:00

Yo yo yozZz... Haha... Today having a meet with the new ambassadors which are Jan 2009 intake students. This time round, there are more Applies Health Sciences (AHS) students then other school.

Last time we only have handful of AHS students which only nursing students and this time round we have more various of students from AHS like Applies Science, Nursing, Chemical Process Technology and more. Which mean, we can spread among this few courses while explaining the facilities. Haha...

And also there are more students who are enrolled into ambassadors club as last time we have only 20 ambassadors running the club but the more the students enrolled into this club, there are more controlling need to take place because the more people in the club is not easy to control.

So I think must good lucky to the new President have more work to do. Haha... Update soon...

First day of Apr Intake

2009-04-13T23:00:00.003+08:00

Today is my first day in this new course but not first day in this college because I have study in this college for two years in Nitec course so meaning I'm quite familiar the school and the orientation. Haha...

I think bet some of you will think I will be the one will be leading but too bad lah... I'm not the one who is leading but is my juniors will be leading my class. Haha... And today when I reach school, I was surprise that I didn't have a class to go to and I got to choose between two classes I choose the first class which is PN0904J class as my class.

Haha... I choose this class because the Class Adsivor who I know and he want me to join his class. Haha... So I join this class and he become my Class Adsivor, and I also happy to join this class because some of my friends also in the class, so I also happy...

I hope that in the future I can work hard to archieve my future and strike for my best in the future... GO! GO! GO!

Interesting Discussion Topic

2009-04-09T23:36:00.000+08:00

Today when back to school to pay my school fee and take photo for my new ezlink card. After the doing all the admin work in the school, I went down to ITE HQ for a group discussion and today topic was talk about how to improve Normal Technical Stream syllabuses.

I find it that this topic is interesting because normally this topic is hardly to bring in up the MOE discussion and normally is Express and Normal stream so and now they are doing something for Normal Technical stream, I was very happy and honour to attend this discussion.

After this discussion, I found out that there a lot space need to improve on. Wow... Today is discussion has a wonderful ending so now got to let the MOE people to review our discussion feedback and public's feedback...

So see you guy in the next update... Bye...

Good News!!!

2009-04-06T23:44:00.001+08:00

Today went back to school to apply my second around application as my first application has been rejected so got to go back school and apply the second application for April Intake and this time around I will apply Network Security Technology which able me to Polytechinc Business School which I want to be in future.

After applying the course which I intend wanted to went, and went home to wait for the application to approve but when I on my way home, I got a phone call that I got into the course that I intend to went in.

I was very happy and I nearly scream in the bus but lucky I never do that because if I do that I think the passagers in the bus will think I'm crazy scream in bus... Haha... And promise myself that I must work harder so that I can be able to promote to polytechinc to further my study...

So let jia you bah...

My Application is Rejected...

2009-04-03T23:06:00.001+08:00

Oh my god... After my driving lesson, I received phone call from Ms Fiona telling me that my April Intake application has been rejected. My brain was totally blank because when I apply a course for my higher nitec, I only able to apply one course and if reject, which mean I don't have any course to study.

But lucky is that I can re-apply my application which the course is available now. HaizZz... I was like very upset because I already can't enter the course which I like most and got to enter to the course which I least interest.

HaizZz... Like that can enter to a poly a not... I can't image that man...

ITE-TJC Exchange Programme Day Two

2009-03-17T22:13:00.006+08:00

YozZz... Today is the second day of the programme and also the last day of the programme. It will be held at Tesmask Junor College and all of us are very excited to meet each other after the meet in ITE College East.

Hoho... Wow... Their planning of the venue for us was fun and interesting which make us feel very excited. After the our wonderful lunch, we contiune our activities and the activities were also interesting too. But hear from the TJC students that they say that their planning is not interesting then us but I think that they have did a good job beacuse their school have limited item or places to show case to us but they still did their best. So ya... TJ... YOU ALL DID A GOOD JOB!!!

Haha... After the event, Edwin and I have a small chat with my teacher-in-changer, Ms Fiona.

TJC students, you all have done a GOOD JOB MAN!!!...

ITE-TJC Exchange Programme Day One

2009-03-16T13:07:00.002+08:00

Yo yo yozZz... Today is special day for Student Ambassador Club because this is our first hosting Temasek Junior College as our club normally host secondary school students who are going to graduate from the school because they are one who is going to come over to ITE and study.

So our club are very excited to host the TJC students and even my vice-president, Alex Ng who is doing introduction for our club and school also have some problem doing intro. Opps... Haha... But after some ice-breaking have intro, the two schools have more topic to talk about and some of ourselves are making some friends.

After the ice-breaking, we have a school tour for JC students as to let them know what we have in this college and what we are learning in this college. Most of JC students were surprise to saw that our college was big and have fully equipments for the students to study and use but not JC because we are mostly hands on base but JC are study base.

So the JC students have an open eyes on our college. After the whole event, mostly JC students have learn alot of things from us which most of the public think that studying ITE is THE END but now I can say that ITE is THE Excellent... Haha...

Gonna to have a good rest and tomorrow my club will be going over to TJC to learn their experience and culture in TJC. So see you tomorrow for the update.

Passed Final Theory Test

2009-02-20T23:41:00.001+08:00

Woo... Hoo... I have passed my Final Theory Test just one time... Yeah... I'm so happy that I can one time pass because my Basic Theory Test took four time that passed. So I was very happy... And meaning I just need to wait for my practical lesson to complete and I can take my Traffic Police Test.

Haha... Yeah... I too happy le and I just need to complete my practical lesson and take my Traffic Police Test and if pass my Traffic Police Test just one time, I'm able to driving. Haha... Think too much liao... Haha...

Got to go for celebration... Haha... Update soon...

Gaduation Day...

2009-02-11T23:52:00.003+08:00

Yeah... Today is my official graduated from Digital Audio & Video Production course... Hahaha... After two years of hard works, tears and happiness. Finally graduated from the course. I can't wait for the day and I really happy as I have graduated from this school.

But I gonna to be miss my beloved classmates although we have some quarrel over the production but overall still friends, haha...

My beloved BL friends who are Ju, Jane, David, Jia hao, Wen Xin, Gabriel, Nico, Jiekie and people who I know in BL... Really have great fun in the BL. Can't forgot the helping out with the College Exco with the Orientation and also will never forgot our college chariman who give me a very "wonderful" name which let whole Exco know it. Sigh...

Still can't forgot my beloved Community Service Club Exco, Jia Hui; Hui Ting; Chiat Lee; Winne and Amir. Can't forgot that we have fun with our werid weird relationship. Haha... So cool man... And we have fun during our meeting and event. Hope you all have fun working under me... Hope to you guys around.

And never forgot my beloved Student Ambassadors Club. Haha... Gonna to miss you guys as we have fun and laughter in the event that we have. Also the advisor of the club, Ms Fiona who teach me alot while I'm in the club.

Wow... That's so many people to thanks to but I will never forgot guys and hope that we can meet up and can have some chat. Thank very very much...

First Practical Lesson

2009-01-30T12:57:00.002+08:00

After taking my first practical lesson, I still feel excited after my lesson. Today lesson was learn how to operate the car and moving off. The practical lesson was 2 hrs and I feel that it is not enough me to learn as there is alot of things to learn...

Yeah... I finally can learn how to drive le... Haha... Too happy and excited le... Kk lah... got to go le... Update soon... Cya...

Excited about Taking the Practical Lesson

2009-01-29T00:23:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow will my first day of practical lesson at SSDC, I was very excited because this is my first time learning driving after passing my Basic Theory Test and gotten my PDL. Wow... I'm able to touch the steering wheel and the whole car which will be under my control.

I was so excited until I totally can't sleep. Haha... Hope that tomorrow going to SSDC to take the practical lesson will be smooth and I wouldn't asleep while driving... Haha...

Second Day of the Lunar New Year

2009-01-27T22:04:00.003+08:00

Hi Everyone, today is the second day of Lunar New Year. Wow... Today is already the second day of Lunar New Year and today visit is still going smoothly, nothing to happen. I only know I feel bored because every year is the same, no changes at all.

HaizZz... Started to feel bored at this point of time because feel alone at the a corner doing nothing and hoping that the time can fly fast to kill my bored. Haha... Hoping tomorrow will be the best...

First Day of Lunar New Year

2009-01-26T22:13:00.005+08:00

Good evening everyone... 恭喜发财，万事如意... Haha... Today is the first day of Chinese New Year, every where you go, you able to hear a lot of Chinese new year song playing. Just come back from grandparent's house and elder uncle's house...

Abit tired and bored because go to there not much to doing, just only sit at a place and stared at the TV and saw the Chinese New Year drama, variety or movie. If not, stared at the car or window. Haha... Very boring right? Haha... But this year, my clothing is very cool and nice, not really cool because this year, I will be wearing boots which most of Asian male pop stars is wearing... Let you see my first day clothing which I wear to my grandparent's house...

Although you all can't see my boots shoes but you can view my prevision update which I flew back from Taiwan. After one whole day of visit, I feel very tired and need some rest.

So update you all tomorrow... Bye...

Chinese New Year Eve

2009-01-25T14:20:00.002+08:00

Wow... Time fly really fast... Today is Chinese New Year Eve, tomorrow will be Chinese New Year... Every year Chinese New Year is the same, only is my clothing which I wear to CNY... I can say that this year my clothing is cool and nice...

Haha... I can't wait to show you what I going to wear it on the first and second day of the Chinese New Year. I will post online the next day night when I back from my grandparents' house... So now let us count to Chinese New Year...

Feeling of tour leading...

2009-01-15T23:41:00.000+08:00

Today I went back to school help out my school Ambassador Club to do the tour leading, the feel which give me was very happy and excited because I love to do tour leading, leading Secondary School student around College East and explain to them about our facilities.

This is normally what I do when I still in this school but now as a graduated student explaining the facilities that we have in this college which make feel very happy and warm because the feeling is different. Haha... Don't know how to explain my feeling right now but what I can only say is that I'm happy... Haha...

I so happy....

2009-01-06T20:38:00.003+08:00

Today I was very happy because I have passed my Basic Theory Test... Oh my god... I fail three time of my Basic Theory Test then the forth one then I pass my Basic Theory Test... I was like happy like siao lah... Wanted to tell to the whole world man... Haha...

Because after today I can start to book my practical lesson... Oh Yeah man... Waited for so long, now then can book my practical lesson which I can start driving... Haha.... Yeah... I can learn driving le... Haha...

Jan 09 Intake Orientation...

2009-01-05T12:36:00.009+08:00

Today was the Jan Intake for sec 4 graduated students to come over to ITE to study their Nitec... So I did went back and to see my Bridge Leaders about their progress. After graduated from Nitec, this is my first time going back graduate student, feeling quite good.

Wow... Quite miss the ITE life although the life is very busy but is still feel good and never feel empty as it is occupy by work and project. But when I graduated from ITE and no job, I feel that this months of holiday is meaningless.

So I decided to went back to ITE to help so that I wouldn't feel meaningless in this vacation. But this time round I went back to ITE, I feel disappoint that the standard of Bridge Leader has drop not like last time. Can't feel the power and team spirit from them, only can feel that they just went to be themselves. HaizZz... What happen to them? David was back to help also but end up is not the juniors running the show and is David who is running the show.

I was like.... What the.... HELL.... Who is running the show... DAVID or THEM? I really don't understand why David is running the show.

Never mind... After going for the orientation, I went to Singapore Safety Driving Centre (SSDC) to do the practice trial test to prepare for my Basic Theory Test.

Happy New Year....

2009-01-01T23:23:00.001+08:00

YozZz... Today is already Year 2009 and it is a brand new year for me to brush up my way and attitude to the new year... I can't be that slack all the way in the brand new year... HaizZz... Got to alot of things to learn...

So I hope that my new year will be a happening and fun in Year 2009 and I hope that in Year 2009 that I can forgot all the unhappiness and bad memories in Year 2008 throw it away and I hope that I will not repeat all the mistake again...

And I wish all of you a HAPPY NEW YEAR.... :):)

Last Day of Year 2008.....

2008-12-31T23:42:00.003+08:00

Today is the last day of Year 2008... I was quite happy and can't wait for the new year to come because all the bad and unhappiness memories can be put away and have to being it in a new year...

Hoping that in Year 2009 I can fulfill my dream and able into get into Poly or Higher Nitec course bah... Hehe... And mayb pass my O level too... See you in the next year...

Class 4B gathering...

2008-12-28T23:46:00.001+08:00

YozZz... Guys... Today I have my secondary class gathering... Wow... Long time never meet after our graduation, I think almost two years never meet each other because all of us are very busy will school work and project. So hardly meet each other...

Today have this gathering is quite a good idea because since quite a time we never met each other and we not sure how is the progress of each other, having gathering is to get to know each other more and find out how is progress of each other... Our classmate Letchumi has already to one baby. Wow... Really long time never meet... Alot of things have change by the time goes and some of us has change.

From the worst to better people... Really time can let a person to think and change. So I believe that they will change to a better person in the future when we meet... See you guys... :)

Ambassador Outing...

2008-12-27T23:30:00.001+08:00

YozZz... Today is Ambassador outing and it was just a normal gathering... We just went to cinema to watch movie and have dinner together... Although this is a small gathering but this will also help to get each other closer and will not feel very strange to each other as all of us are from different courses and school.

So having this gathering will help to be bonded together as one big family and not one group one group like no team spirit. Hope that our friendship will never break after all of us left College East. Cause College East is still the best and CE Ambassador is the best CCA to join... Yeah...

CE Ambassador ROX man... Ho... Yeah... Hahaha....

No Job Offer...

2008-12-22T23:04:00.003+08:00

After my few weeks of holiday, I went to Job agent to search but no news at all... Oh my god... I don't wish I don't have any job to suffer through the whole three months vacation or I can say is long holiday after my graduation.

I will bored to death... I don't think I can find a job because the economy has drop and the people who is unemployed are growing and nowadays companies hire their employee by their certificate and their working experience, so want to find one job is not easy to get one... I hope I'm able to get one in few day or week time bah... Hope so...

Back from Tawian

2008-12-21T20:17:00.014+08:00

Wow... Long holiday that I went to TAIWAN with my family... Oh yesh... Taiwan is a country which I want go long time ago but only this year have chance to go. Taiwan is good place for teenagers or youngsters to visit because a lot of things to eat n shop.

Went to Taiwan, I bought alot of stuff like accessories, clothes, vest and boots. Wow... They are cheaper like hell man... Cause Taiwan currency is smaller than Sinagpore Currency, so when it converter to Singapore from Taiwan will cheaper... I went there, I spent quite a lot of money as their currency is small so that so stuff is worth is to buy.

On the left which I bought from Taiwan... Nice right? Hahaha... If not wrong I bought around 6 items for myself.

Over there was already winter but I still be able to buy some clothing and accessories back for my

Chinese New Year...

The boots was the most difficult to find because in Taiwan, no many guys will wan to wear in the street and I only can it in 台中. I almost run the whole Taiwan to find this. Hahaha....

This time round I went to different part of taiwan in 8 days meaning we only visit the hot spot area in Taiwan. Show you some of the photos which I took in Taiwan...

This is some of the photos which I took in Taiwan... Hope you like it... Hehehe.... Got to go.... Bye... See you...

This what I gain back

2008-12-12T00:55:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was my god son, Jun Shen last day staying in my house. He never went to his own house instead he went to stay with his house, continue his freedom journey. He didn't want to tell me where he going to stay even when he left.
So I today message him and ask him but he still refue to tell me then I told him that it make me more worry and he told me that act worry can... I was so like... WHAT THE HELL HELL... At the point of time, I don't know what I have do wrong and I was just want to ask him where did he go before I go oversea...
OH MY GOD... What the F*** sia... Feel like giving him one tight slap sia... Oi... Can't tell the feeling to you guy but the feel was What the FISH..... Don't feel like saying anymore... Update you guy when I back from Tawian...

Third day of visit

2008-11-09T22:57:00.004+08:00

Today was my third visit and my grandfather is feeling better now... I'm so happy because can see him getting better. Hearing from my elder cousin that my grandfather can be discharge on tomorrow, I really happy. Yeah...

I Love you, Grandfather... Yeah.. Give you a kiss... MackzZz... Haha...

Oh... No...

2008-11-08T21:25:00.001+08:00

Today I went to visit my grandfather at SGH but this time around I hear that my grandfather's bladder suck with a lot of urine then when the nurse put in a tube which connect to urine bag, the urine bag was full of urine. Oh my god... My poor grandfather... How was the feel of the urine was in the bladder for so long? What the hell... I can't stand it man...
I'm beat he won't feel comfortable and sure feel like going to the Gent very often to release the urine and some more he was feel very uncomfortable with the tube, as few time he was complain that he has cheat pain.
We call the nurse to do ECG test to see whether he has heart problem but after the check, it was normally. Worse still, he got to stay in hospital for few more days for some observation. Really to see him get better so that he can take out the tube from his body.

Oh.... Mine...

2008-11-07T23:45:00.001+08:00

I was told that my grandfather has been admit to hospital for operation, wasn't know what is the operation but only know that it is not a major operation. It just a small operation. Lucky man... So after school I was told to have a video shooting for business school but in the end it cancel, I wasn't much sad, just only think that got time for me to go back home and rest.

After bath and ate my dinner, I went down to SGH to visit my grandfather. After seeing my grandfather, he seen that he was doing fine after the operation cause he still able to talk to us, joke around with us. I was quite happy about it to hear that he can be discharge on Sunday. Haha... Hope he will be recovering soon...

Track down to 22 August

2008-11-06T01:21:00.007+08:00

22 August

Today was my first time doing tour leading, it was fun and happening as the students were quite happening to know about ITE College East. It was fun experience which my teacher-in-charge, Ms Fiona have give us the chance to lead and introduce the college facility.

27 August

Today I went to take my Basic Theory Test and I was so unlucky man... I have fail the test sia... Oh my god... What happen to me sia... How can I fail my test... Shit man... I got to re-take the test and I going to waste another $6 to do the re-test.
Hope I can pass my second around of the test.

10 September - 26 October

9 days of M8 production shoot, was a tough and problem coming up... But at least I overcome all the difficulty. Although this days was my worse and bad days that I have never pass though...

May be this is some how that all of us that we need to overcome... I remember that doing this project was stress and stress because we need to handle two core modules which need time and effort to do.

Thinking after this course might not want to contiune study course anymore bah...

11 September

Today was the second time of doing the tour leading, I think I might like to be a school tour guide telling the school facility and see the happening students. As the tour leading, seeing the secondary school students know about our school facility. Feeling great to be a school tour leading...

15 September

YozZz.. today was the third time of doing the tour leading, I still can't wait to leading the school. This feeling can't be describe because this feeling only same CCA as me can tell this feeling.

Looking forward for another tour leading...

24 September

Today went to K box with my singing friends for some relax because last day was stress with my final year project, So I call some of friends went for K session to relax myself so that I can work more hard for next few days of tny final project.

29 September

Today went to help out with Alvin's group to do their final year project. It was fun and enjoyable as most the crew members are my last time group members, so have this kind of feeling as my project group members was first time work together so on the work itself sure have a lot of unhappiness.

30 September

Today went to pick up Jia Hao as he went for oversea for two weeks. As part of "brother", is happy to see him back from oversea and seen like he have fun with tour mates. After picking up, we went to sing K again.

May be this few weeks were stress with project, so need to go sing K to relax myself so that I will not stress up by project work.

15 October

Today my second time of doing the Basic Theory Test but end up I still fail this test. Keep asking myself why I can fail as most of the question I'm able to answer it and how come up still can fail. May be I never study hard or never do hard on the trial practice bah...

And I book my third test on next month, I can pass the test.

16 October

Today I first time having major school tour leading as in few hours I can leading 3-4 classes. Wow... It is fun and interesting because today only tour leading, not need to explain the tour route. But I still have fun with my friends.

18 October

Today was the World Skill Singapore's parents coming to school for visit, it was fun and enjoyable to lead the tour and I no need to any explaintion because every tour route has it own lecutrers to explain their own facility.

21 October

Today I was first English paper for O level, hoping I can pass the exam and 22 Oct was my A Maths Paper 1, 24 Oct was E Maths Paper 1 and A Maths Paper 2 and last but least is 30 October was E Maths Paper 2.

I hope I can pass my O level....

Opps!!!

2008-11-06T01:12:00.002+08:00

Hi... Long time never update since i was busy with my final year project and O level. Wow... Is about 3 months and 6 days... So long sia... Sorry about it... So now let me back track all the dates which have happen to me no matter happy or sad...
Hope you all don't think I'm very nagging cause it will be a very long update as I going to back track to 16 August which is 3 months ago, I know that some of you is waiting for me to update but because of busy schedules, I can't even afford out time to update.
And thank for waiting for me to update my blog... Thank you very much... :):)

I So Happy...

2008-08-16T22:30:00.005+08:00

I so happy that I meeting my god children Xin Yi, Jun Shen and Geng Tao to watch movie as we long time never being to watch a movie or went for a walk. Although in the cinema, Geng Tao was sat quite away from us as her friends also watching movie with us but I can sense that we are watching movie together.

Being their daddy, I only want that three of them can be united as one whenever anythings happen to them or me. I cherish this time and moment to be together as them to watch movie just only two and half hours but I think is enough for me to be together.

After watching movie, my younger god daughter Geng Tao got to went home early so only my elder daughter and son, Xin Yi and Jun Shen. We went to popular book store to buy some stuff and I hear that my son wanted to convent to Christianity but I a bit not happy because most of his god family and also his family are Buddhist and he is the only Christian. Although I keeping say that is ok with me but in my heart, I was quite mind that he convent.

I know that I'm like that kind older people don't like their own children convent to other religion which they already in. But he want to convent, I don't think I can say. But I really hope that before he convent and he got to seriously think about before he do it.

Reply......

2008-08-12T22:42:00.001+08:00

Alex, you have did a great job of handling your god children. They have already grown up as young adult, they have their own problem. So no need to blame yourself OK? I know that you have been worry since last year and I think you have worry too much about your god children.

You must relax and let them face their own problem. I believe that whenever they need this god father, they will come and find you want cause they know that you have a lot of stuff need to handled and I know that they being a great god children and understandable children as they know that their father is busy with work so they think that small matters which they can handle, they will handle themselves.

So don't worry too much, try to be yourself and think that your god children are the clever and sensible children. So don't blame yourself leh...

Signing off

Angel Alex :)

Feel Strange At This Moment

2008-08-11T17:45:00.005+08:00

Today I was happily went out for my tuition and after that I went to meet my god children, Xin Yi and Jun Shen for lunch. At first I was quite happy to meet them but out of sudden that I got this strange feeling that I feel that they are not my god children, they are just a normal strangers to me. Not the god children who I know especially my god son.

I'm just a nobody and I'm the person who is not welcome to you all, when you all need me then you all call me; when you all don't need me, then you all call me go away, feel like I worse then a dog but at least got people to care but not your daddy. You know that your daddy every single pray very hard that you all can live peace and happily but I don't think you all have think of your daddy.

Daddy know that all of us are too busy with our study especially me as I have a lot of stuff I need to settle but why I have this kind of strange feeling. If you all think I'm not suitable to be your god father that just tell me can.

I know that we can't go back to last time like a happy family anymore. I know that I can't help you all but at least let me know what happen to you all and DON'T let me worry like stupid person can? Do you all know that it has already hurt my feeling and is really very bad that my heart has already broken into half or pieces for long.

I think I'm just being a failure to be your god father.... I think I can't be a good and caring god daddy. I HATE MYSELF!!!!!! HATE IT MAN!!!! :'( :'( :'(

Congratulation, School of Business!!

2008-08-07T23:37:00.003+08:00

Haha... Today is another happy day, as today was School of Business turn to perform and they have did a great job. All their performers are very wonderful then all the performers from AHS, Engineering and EIT.

After few hours of waiting, the result has out and the best performer and the champion all go to School of Business. Wow... Congratulation to Business School... They have done a great job... Congratulation to Natri and Hana...

Although my school never win this Inter-School competition, but I think that all my performers are the winner...

I'm So Happy!!!

2008-08-06T22:52:00.002+08:00

Yo... Today I was very happy and touch my EIT performers and helpers as they give me a lot of surprise and the surprise was really big until I cry out for three times. Oh my god... I'm so embarrassed. Hehe... But one thing I know that all my hard work has never went into the drain.

I really want to thank all my performers for all their hard work to put up a good show, all my teachers-in-charger, Ms Jill and Ms Elfa and last but not least, my partner, David. Oh never forgot my best buddy, Jia Hao who help me in doing posters and gather some of BL juniors to do the popping, and some of the performers and teachers who help to do the clean.

Once again THANK YOU Ms Jill, Ms Elfa, Ms Chia, Jia Hao, David and all my performers. Love you all man... Mucks... Haha...

OH MY GOD....

2008-07-29T10:18:00.002+08:00

Hi everyone... Long time never update my blog as I was busy with a lot of stuff like O level, projects, Art Challenge event and many more. Although I busy with my stuff but I concern my god family and when I hear this news, I was like... OMG...

MY SON GOT IN TROUBLE.... I was shock to hear as he was in police case and it seen that it was very serious until that it can destroy his future and his life, I not sure about the full detail but I know is that he was been backstabbed by his friend and I know how it feel because I also been backstabbed by my friend but mine is just a piece of cake only.

HaizZz... Don't know how to help him to overcome this matter, if not, I can't image how bad it will be... Hope he got any problem need a listener, he can come to me tell me or he want, I don't mind let him stay in my house for shelf. "Boy, Papa will be always be there for you".

Malaysia Trip....

2008-06-24T23:32:00.002+08:00

Yesterday I went to Malaysia, Genting for a short holiday. I was not really excited to go to Genting because I had training on Monday but unable to go, What the hell sia... So on the way to Genting, board a luxury bus. Although the bus was luxury, but it is stupid the air-con was damn freeze cold.

After 7 hours of travelling from Singapore to Genting, I nearly tired like crazy. You know what, I got wait for Q numbers for check in the hotel and it was damn long as my number was 7061. I wait from 2pm-3.20pm for me to check in and also to put down my luggage. I thought that the hotel was Five star but the room... Look like our Singapore Resort like that. Oh my god... Lucky we only stay for one night. Hehe...

Genting was fun but we have no time to play because the next day we are going back to Singapore and we arrive there, was quite late that my brother and I don't feel like playing because not worth of playing. Oh yah... my brother and I went to their mini K-Box which locate near to bowling centre, although was fun but not much song to sing...

Overall view of Genting... It was fun and is a good place to visit but not visit in one day and one night. Hahaha...

Today I Was Happy

2008-06-16T23:54:00.002+08:00

Oh yah... Today I was very happy... Before telling you all my happier thing, I tell you the process to the happier thing... Haha...

In the afternoon, I went to meet my "lao po" who helping me for E Maths as my E Maths still got room to improve on. After meeting at MacDonald, I start doing my practice of E Maths as my lao po is eating her lunch and also helping me. Is really thank to my lao po, Jane to help me.

After 2 Hours of practice, we start moving to next location which I really want to go. That is... Driving Centre... Hahaha... I fail to apply at my birthday and I postpone until now, I was very happy and this what my happier thing.

After applying the class, I can say that "I GOING TO TAKE MY LICENCE SOON". Hahaha.... Oh yes man! After that we went back to Ang Mo Kio for a shop. After shop, I went back home and I proudly tell my parents about this. Haha...

I think you all can't image how happy I am... Hehe.. Got to go...

Signing off..

What Trouble Me?

2008-05-31T00:41:00.003+08:00

This few days my mood swing quite fast like 360 degree turn. What happen to me? Why my mood swing so fast. Oh my god.... I think I too worry about my god son, final project and my O level.

Now the most worry me is about my god son, Jun Shen because he run out from house and he keep crying after listening to a phone which his aunt want him to call her. After few minutes of comfort, he feel better and I send him to my god sis's house. This is my time saw him cry until like that.

In my mind, he was that kind of very brave person but this few year he got family problem and he suddenly very emotion. I still remember the worst one is last year toward the end of year, he wanted to commit suicide but lucky he never. This year, he run out from home. Why every things must happen after I graduated from Mayflower?

This have keep inside my heart for long time, there still no answer for this. I hope that after this case has happen, there will be the end, so that I can focus on my final year project and my O level exam.

My wonderful birthday

2008-05-16T23:44:00.004+08:00

Today was my birthday and I thought that no one will celebrate my birthday because past 16 years expect Sec 4 and today. Haha... This is year is quite a special year because this year have my "Lao Po" and my BL friends.

My lao po, Jane give me a surprise and the surprise was really a good and shock want because especially Jia Hao who act until so real that I thought it was real and I was not aware that this is a surprise. If I'm aware, this is will not call surprise leh... Haha.... But it is a good want, this is what I say...

I really thank my lao po and my BL friends give this birthday surprise, Thank you.... And those who wish me on messages also want to thank you all as you all still remember my birthday although I don't have any birthday present, but I still quite happy about it.. THANK YOU VERY MUCH !!!

A Fun and Happy day

2008-05-14T00:20:00.003+08:00

Today I take bus 72 to school which I normally take the bus service to school but today the bus has some problem in the tyre, thought that I got to switch bus to contiune my jounry to school but the bus driver didn't do that instead he just contiune travel and he don't allow the passagers to board but only the passagers who are in the bus can only drop off the bus. Lucky man......

Beside that today I have one event need to carry out in 10.30am, thought of that event will be a boring session but is not, it is a quite a happening event. I met few Home Economic teachers who belong to my group which i bring them around the school, the Home Economic teachers were the group very "high" group.

They are quite friendly and fun teachers which like my Da Jie who also quite friendly and fun teacher... Hahaha... We have a wonderful chat before they left. Hope they enjoy the tour and happy to meet us...

My Friend in BL who i miss

2008-05-07T00:49:00.006+08:00

Serene, who is my good friend in BL but have leave ITE and went to poly to study. Long time never see le... Hope you are happy study in Poly, and hope we still can keep in touch with each other

Orange, who is my good friend and plus who can joke around. Since you went to poly, I really miss your laughter and fun. Still remember we after buying presents and taking bus from school to Ang Mo Kio Hub, it was really fun because we have a nice chat... Hehe... Hope you can keep in touch with me...

Jane, who is my first "WIFE" in BL. Haha... Jane who is my good "wife" and teacher who is teaching me E Maths, and I was quite happy to see you in poly because this is what you choice because you drop ITE.

Samantha, who was my good friend in BL but have graduated and went poly to study. I still remember after school or event, we will take the train home. Since I in year 2, we will have not take train together but no more chance because you have poly. Hehe... But I still happy... Hope to keep in touch with me...

Chanel, who is my good friend in BL but graduated and went poly for further study. I still remember we went to sentoas to play and that we still went to eat sushi. That was my wonderful memory with you as my senior. Hope you have never forgot about this junior, and keep in touch...

Mood swing up and down

2008-05-02T23:34:00.002+08:00

Today my mood was swing up and down because today was the last day of submission for the DAP project and my group still haven't complete the project, lucky i just abit of editing then I can submit the project.

Although I can't complete the project but I still happy because I will not fail this project. Before bounce out to the hard copy, I have difficult burn it to DVD and I try and try but still can't burn into DVD... Lucky my friend told me need to move the folder from hard disk to desktop then it will be fast burning to DVD... Haha...

After the submission, went to cafe to have my lunch then have my meeting... After the meeting, I have one CE Ambassador interview. At first, I was quite happy but in the end I was pissed off but I saw someone that I don't like who also went for the interview. What the hell hell man.... This kind of people still can go for this kind interview... Stupid sia... Spoil my mood sia... Know how to suck up teachers only...

After the interview, I have Emcee workshop. After the workshop, I have tuition... Wow.... what a busy day man... Haha...

Final Word to My BL juniors

2008-04-22T00:22:00.001+08:00

hzrtgWow... Time fly really fast... Last friday was my last event of BL. So sad... Abit hate to leave the club because I will miss them... I have few words to my friends n juniors in BL...

To BL juniors, although I'm not the Exco members but I still want to say some word. Is really to have you guys as my juniors, it is fun and enjoyable in this intake... I hope that you all learn alot of from your seniors and you can keep this BL spirit to the next intake...

For BL peers, is happy to know you guys because you all are nice and fun people. When we see the juniors, we think of us as we also like them, don't know things, just follow the seniors' instruction. All the fun and sad will come to the end, and I will miss all of you....

Thank You List:

David Lee ( SEIT Chairman) - who can quarrel but will not be angry with each other

Siow Jia Hao ( SEIT Vice-chairman) - the crazy guy who i met

JieKie Huang ( SEIT Vice-chairman) - who is my "brother"

Chua Wen Xin ( Biz Vice-chairman ) - the cool gal gal but a bit crazy person

Grabiel Goh ( College Chairman ) - like to bully me and say me

Orange Chen ( Ex-College Chairman ) - the joker but she graduated, really miss her...

Jane Sim - who is my first "wife"

Juwena Sim ( Biz Logoistic ) - who is my second "wife"

All the seniors and juniors who I really know because if write all then that will be one whole list so sorry about it....

Congratulation to Biz

2008-04-18T23:56:00.002+08:00

Today was telematch where all the school will for the champion of the intake... This year telematch was abit cold because Engineering and EIT have no cheering fight. Haha... But it still fun with my BL juniors n seniors as today is our last event to be in BL.

We must have fun together with this final event with all my juniors... The result of telematch is Engineering got last; EIT got third, AHS got second and the champion is...... SCHOOL OF BUSINESS..... Wow... Congratulation to Business.... Wen Xin was the most happy person because this intake was she lead and able to get chamion.... Well done Wen Xin!!!

The telematch was our debief with EIT... Our EIT debief was abit sad because last event with seniors, all the seniors have to give speech to the juniors to encourage them... Haha.... Goodbye to all my juniors..... Goodbye BL...... I will miss you all....

What A Stupid Person?

2008-04-18T15:20:00.001+08:00

What the hell.... Today my mood kana spoil again.... Got someone think that he know everything... Trying to act smart but not smart AT ALL.... Stupid sia... Don't know why everythings he do, I will feel uncomfortable or unhappy with it.

Maybe because the April Intake of orientationn that he promise. Should be.... At first, me and him so quite close but because of the incident make me feel that, everything he do, will make feel uncomfortable or unhappy with it....

Please lah... Next time don't smart lah... Don't know what happen that act like you the problem. OK!!! Bloody Hell Hell.... Everytime must spoil people mood one... Don't you feel you are not welcomed in this class and Bridge Club? Stupid and brainless...

My Day Is Gone !!!!

2008-04-09T22:43:00.002+08:00

What the hell hell man..... Today went back school and saw someone which I don't talking with my SEIT chairman. F*** sia..... Don't know why he come for what sia... No EIT training, still want to come. Thought that he wouldn't come today and can still saw him.

Hate to see him man.... So pissed off man.... Already saw him for two training, still not enough, still want to see him. Know how to act only, want act, go Mediacorp and act lah.... Don't come here and action. See him make me pissed off, still dare go and complain Ms Noora about me. Hahaha.....

If you want, come and take my place as chairman, by all mean... Go and take lah... No need come and teach me what to do man... I can do work want, OK!!! Stupid man.... Wa lau.... tomorrow still got training, got to see him AGAIN..... Sian.....

Having Fun with My Friend

2008-04-01T23:01:00.001+08:00

Yesterday, I have Bridge Leader training as it was for April Intake. It was quite a boring session with my juniors as we group into two groups and my group was not "high" enough , feel like they very bored.

But is like that, after this bored training, Wen Xin, David, Jia Hao and me went to sing K. Lucky the K session was fun because David can sing very well, I also not bad, Jia Hao do not know how to sing Chinese and Wen Xin keep say her sing is suck but I don't think so because she not confident on herself.

But it is fun to being together and went K together... I hope that when we graduated, we will not lose contract......

Miss My Children

2008-03-27T00:08:00.002+08:00

Wow.... Time really fly fast.... My three bao bei hai zi have already promoted, like my elder daughter is now in Junior College and my son and younger daughter are now in Sec 4 and going to take O level. Again I going to be very worry about them.

Just now went my Secondary school website and saw my daughter and son have grow up alot. This make me very happy. My elder daughter is more happier now. I hope that I have time to meet my children when I having my relax and a bit bored holiday because Daddy really miss you all...

Daddy Love You All !!!!!

Second of Orientation

2008-01-08T22:57:00.001+08:00

YozZz... Today is second day of orientation for Jan 08 intake and the last day of Phase I. We did the same things, having briefing with chairman then do our duty... Is quite sucessfull doing this intake.

But one thing make me abit angry with college chairman, Gabriel because he keep saying the word that I use when I talking on the phone, in the end whole BL members know the words. But is still ok with me because I know that he is play play with me want. I will not blame him for doing all this.

Because we still have the fun over there.

My First Day of School

2008-01-07T23:57:00.001+08:00

Today is my first day of school, I have my orientation with my Jan 08 juniors because today is juniors will be coming in. I have to wake up very early to prepare myself to lead the juniors to accept the new place in ITE.

When I reach school, I told myself that it is busy day for me. It really come true... I have take care of my photographers because they are running around the campus to take down all the memories of the juniors in this two days of orientation, I'm happy to see my friends can help me to be photographer.

After the briefing by my SICT chairman, I went to Main Lecture Theatre to do my duty. After all my hard work of the day, I have a meeting with my chairmarn and college chairman. After the all the meeting, I got to stay back to do prepartion for the next day.

Wow... It was hard work for me for this orientation, after all this meeting and prepartion, we have seem a good process in the orientation.

Hope tomorrow of the orientation will be better...

My C.L.A.S.S. Camp....

2008-01-06T20:53:00.001+08:00

Last three days I was having C.L.A.S.S. camp in school. At first I thought that this camp was a quite boring camp because this camp is some thing like leadership camp. But the camp start, it doesn't sound bored as the mentor was interesting and does not have much theory.

This camp we do some community service like help the folks to clean their house. In this process, all of us have alot of thought for this clean because all of us think that we are poor but got some people more poor then us and need help from us. In this community service, all of us learn quite of things. And i quite happy to learn the service or leadership in this practical, I hope that after this camp, I can lead well my class.

Meet New Friends....

2007-12-27T20:27:00.001+08:00

Hi everyone... Today I was very happy to make new friends in Bridge Leader because I was never have much friends in BL. All thank to David because he pull me in the Exco meeting and they quite funny person like Yee Ling, Wen Xin and Gabriel.

I have never meet before this kind of funny people in my school life, can say funny joke until we are "freeze". Haha... Because normally is only me say joke or crack around but not my friends. But is them let me think my friends also can do that and we crack with each other. No matter what we still are friends in BL or in school.

Miss My God Children

2007-11-19T15:22:00.001+08:00

These few days, I found out that I started to miss my god children very much ever since I have seen them when we are celebrating my youngest daughter's birthday. After graduating from Mayflower Secondary, I hardly see them.
Since I busy with my project and my CCA, don't have extra time to visit them. I think I didn't care about them enough, should I contract them or should I go and find them. Hope that next year will not be a busy year for me so that I can go find them...

What Is Life All About?

2007-11-08T11:51:00.002+08:00

What is life? How would you look at life? For me, I think that life is some thing like riding on a roller coaster. You got to pass through alot of loop to overcome all the dangers and obstacles. In life, you not only pass through one loop, you got to pass through 10 loops or even more to ovecome the dangers and obstacless.

In life, some people can overcome all the difficultly that they face. But when some of them can't face the difficultly, and then they will use sucide as their choice to overcome the difficultly that they are facing, because they think that dying can solve everything. I don't seem to agree with the ways people solve their problems by using sucide as their choice of overcoming difficultly because in life, you can only live once, you can't repeat your life or live one more time although we can't prevent bad things from happening to us because we will never know what will happen the next day or the next moment.

You may see your friend whose very healthy and can enjoy himself /herself but the next day he die because of heart attack. What I say is that you must enjoy yourself or go and pursue your dream so that when you die, you will NOT regret of what you have not done. But people will regret because they think that they still have time or life spend to complete their dream.

What A Bad Habit

2007-10-27T23:24:00.001+08:00

Today was my group having own production shoot at B06-30 for classroom scene and we gather our classmates and friends to act as extra and plus some of our own crew members. After all the setup of equipments for the shoot, my producer wan me to act as extra so I agreed.
In the shoot, I fall asleep as I never sleep well for four days as I was helping out with my senior in MMT class. In the end, my whole group was kana scolded by my lecturer as I never help my crew members to pack up the equipments and I was very angry with myself why I was fall asleep in production shoot. Stupid sia… I must kick off this habit so that when I go work or class, I will not scold because I was fall asleep.
Hope that this my lesson for me and I will not repeat this again forever.

What Happen To Him?

2007-10-12T23:17:00.001+08:00

Today my crew members were having our shoot at my house and we about to wrap our shoot, Geng Tao call me to tell me that Jun Shen want to commit suicide because his aunt find out that he no test paper.

I was so worry until I can't continue my shoot and I got to rush my crew members to finish up the last scene so that I can rush down to find, my heart was going to pop out when this news broke off. Lucky all my crew members were so good that they hurry wrap up and so that I am able to rush down and see him.

When I reach the church where he were with his friends, I saw he like blaming himself and keep praying to god that what he did. My heart was totally gone when he did that because I never saw him keep blaming himself as he quite a cheerful person that what I know. This what I know it will happen when I graduated from Mayflower because I can't always be there with him.

After two years to bear his aunt's anger to him, finally he burst his anger.

Luckily he never went to commit suicide and he listen to opinion from people in the church and he become more cheerful and I can put down my heart but I still abit worry when he say he is going home because I don't know what will happen to him.

My First Piano Lesson

2007-10-06T22:54:00.001+08:00

YozZz... Today is my first piano lesson, I was very happy and excited because I waited for so long that learn piano since Sec 4. Now I'm able to learn piano, of cause very excited, can't wait to learn.

When I enter the piano class, the first thing that I learn was remember the tones. The tones were not easy to remember but I will still remember to the tones because I promise my parents to know how to play piano.

After the half and hour lesson, I think that the lesson was quite fast end because it was interesting and fun. I hope that I know how to play the piano.

I Don't Understand My God Son

2007-10-01T22:16:00.001+08:00

I saw him online in MSN, so I wanted to chat with him but when I saw his personal nick which appear in the window, he wrote a sentences that make me weird and is what he wrote, " I took the wrong step.. i said the wrong things.. i did the wrong stuff.. but now is the TIME to change and START ANEW!!"

What does he mean that he took wrong step or say wrong things or did wrong stuff? Is this true? In my heart, does he do wrong things that he don't wish to tell me or because that I didn't care about him? WHY? Is not fit to be his god father? Is it true? Or is it when he need me but I not around? Or this is a secret that I can't know? WHY? WHY? WHY? Or may be I too busy with my projects and I forgotten him? Tell me WHY?

Is it I'm at fault? Never care about him, only know how to care for elder daugther. What a failure man !!!! Or may be I should not step into his life? Is it because of me that he step wrong step? Should I leave him alone and let the time and world to change him? Should I? Or should I ask him or care about him? Should I? Give me a answer ! Give me a answer !

Hope that someone can tell me a answer.......... :'( :'( :'( :'(

Heart Broke !!!!

2007-09-29T23:30:00.001+08:00

Today is my third god daughter, Geng Tao's birthday but when I saw my god son, Jun Shen; I saw his hands, got one cut and some buried on his shoulder. My heart was totally broke because I saw his hand got a cut and this is same got to my other three daughters as I treat them as my real children.

I feel that I'm really like a daddy because I will care about their result, their injures and etc. I quite care about them although I graduate from Mayflower, I will still keep in touch with them to update myself what happen to them in school or house because I don't want them to hurt them or feel lonely.

No matter what, I still hope that they can live happy and stay healthy and also wish my third god daughter a Happy Birthday !!!

Last Few Days Quite Bad Mood

2007-09-19T20:48:00.001+08:00

Last few days I was quite bad mood because some problem that trouble me. Firstly is my O level was very near and I never learn any of the topic in Maths, Oh my god man..... Lucky my Chinese still quite good.

Secondly is that I have a lot of project around me and do until I going to faint soon because I hardly rest and some time I need to burn midnight oil to complete my projects, this problem have make me more stress.

Thirdly is my seminar video editing as our lecturer want us to complete within a day but in end we never complete it because got a lot of things gone miss so got to wait and I hope that it will be complete soon.

HaizZz.... still got of things trouble me...... So problem around me, so stress sia....

What A Bad Day !

2007-08-28T11:14:00.001+08:00

Today I was damn angry with someone in my class because his reaction make me feel like slapping him or beat him up. In NLE class, he was there nagging through the lesson, try to give instruction to my group members to what do for the project.

All girls in my group was very unhappy with him as he was no our leader, he just a graphic animator only. He doesn't know much of editing then he must act until he know the editing very very well, I was like pissed off with him and nearly shout at him as he keep talking through my ears.

Lucky I control my temper if not I going to shouted at him and scold him like a bee keep nagging at my ear.

Aother Bad Mood !

2007-08-24T22:15:00.001+08:00

Today I was very angry and bad mood because I was say my two lecturers as one is I scold at my class because they quite rude to me when I speaking to them, I know is my fault to shout at but it is very difficult for me to say or make announcements.

Secondly is I never use my BIG BRAIN ah.... Any how say thing I like ah..... You are an idiot.... Never use your brain to thing one, nearly kana your C.A. You this idiot, brainless boy. :(

Worse still, make me more angry is got one idiot who think he is a teachers, want to scold then scold. F*** lah..... Bloody hell man..... Feel like slapping him man.... Baster man.... If lecturer say I still ok with it but that idiot person come and scold me, F*** one lor.... Make me so pisee off......

Next time just shut up.... Don't say anything... OK? ANG JUN RONG, ALEX ??????

What A Bad Day!!!!!

2007-08-20T13:31:00.001+08:00

Today I was having a really bad mood because of things that I'm doing. At first was my Hong Kong Seminar video was cock up as the hardware is lost, that one I can't say. I still fine with it because this is computer's problem.

But the second problem was my group project because I can't batch capture the tape that we want, so we ask our lecturer to help us but our lecturer just sit down there telling us, never come and help. I was a bit angry with it why my lecturer never come and help, I know that my lecturer got his own reason why don't want help us but we are stuck and we worry about the capturing.

Lucky I control my anger cause I was damn angry with it. HaizZz.....

What A Sad And Bad Farewell Night

2007-08-18T23:48:00.001+08:00

Yesterday was NPCC Farewell Night 2007, it was to send off the Sec 4 ( 2007). It was all right at the farewell night celebration and everyone was happy and sad but one thing has happen after the celebration.

After the Sec 4 students have went home, all the sec 3s were held back for meeting with the CIs.

I hear that the CIs were giving out the post to the sec 3s but the sec 3s were very unhappy after they meeting the CIs, some of them come to me and complain that they were very unhappy with their posting.

That was because some of the posting was unreasonable to them, some of them leave with some anger and some of them went to quarrel with their CIs. One of them was too angry until her illness was attack, so one of the CIs and me faster rescue her. After a while, her illness was attack and I need to do First Aid again. But is ok with me because they are my lovely squad.

After all this incidents, all of them brought back with anger home.

Busy Busy Busy

2007-08-12T04:31:00.001+08:00

Hi everyone...... Long time never update my blog because I was quite busy with Seminar Media video editing and going soon to busy with my VP II project. HaizZz..... Everyday so busy, no time to rest.

Last Saturday, I have missed a video shoot that produce by my lecturer. I hear that the video shoot was very interesting and fun and my lecturer propose to his girlfriend and it was a success. Haha..... That was cool man.... I didn't have editing to do, I will be at the shoot and I will see the whole process. HaizZz.... Miss it mean miss it.....

Hope that there is another video shoot and this time around I'm able to go and see how they did the shoot, so that it can help my project.

Why I'm like that?

2007-07-18T22:07:00.001+08:00

I notice that all my seniors are trying to keep away from me, don't wish to talk to me like I very noisy. I know that some time I very noise or like to act cute as I not cute at all but this is how I make friends.

This feeling kept inside my heart quite a long time even in secondary I really can't get along with my seniors. Even my seminar team also trying to avoid me, I know that I'm the only juniors among them as they already around 18 years old or 19 years old then they don't wish to talk to me after the seminar.

I know that I very stupid, idiot, brainless and no one like you want, ANG JUN RONG, ALEX........ You are fool man...... Still want to be a star, you better eat shit man... no one will support you want..... Hopeless man... Even your peers will treat you like that want....Avoid you man.....

Student Seminar

2007-07-08T00:01:00.001+08:00

Long time never update my blog that is because I have an exchange programme at Hong Kong and that is Student Seminar, it was fun to be there and we able to meet Hong Kong students for our exchange.
In the first day of Seminar, all of us just arrived at Hong Kong and we went to hostel as we going to stay there for 3 nights. After unpack our staff, we have our dinner and we have team building but we did not have team building because we have a bad weather.
In the second day of Seminar, we have a opening ceremony of seminar and we have panel discussion. After the opening of seminar, we have industry visit and our visit will at a Watch Shop. After the talk in the Watch shop, we went to the shop to buy the watches which they sell. After the dinner, we all went to temple street to do shopping and we have a lot of fun buying our staff because over there we will get ask a lot discount from the shop. Hehe.......
In the third day if Seminar, we have a closing ceremony of seminar as we have our presentation of the five projects of five different campus. The presentations were very interesting. After the closing of seminar, we have lunch of cruise. After the lunch, we have a farewell party. After the farewell party, we have to say goodbye to our Hong Kong friends as we going to leave tomorrow.
In the last day of the seminar and is our time to leave Hong Kong, all of us were hate to leave but we still have to leave and return to our country.

Blaze 1 camp

2007-06-27T23:59:00.003+08:00

After my three days of my Blaze 1 camp, I was so quite tired but it was fun and interesting because I learn alot of things and make alot of friends over there. Beside that, I still learn what of team spirit / work; encouragement; leadership and etc.

In this camp, there were quite alot of fun people who were funny and crazy, they play until they crazy but they still have their limit. I still remember one of guy call Melvin who create a weird cheer which name "Underwear". When he lead his group mates the cheer, the rest of groups were laugh like hell because it was funny and don't know why he can think of this weird cheer. Hahaha...... It was cool man.....

Beside that he also do some stuff in his class which show in the video at the Theme Party, I was so shock to see that. He was quite high in the class but not like my class, quite boring until I feel that I want sleep in class. Hehehe.... Lucky I never do that but I take a nap when the lecturer show us a boring clip. Opps..... Hahaha.....

Overall, I think that this camp was very good for the leaders to attend because not only know to the team and also need to know how to lead your team well or best.

NP Gathering

2007-06-14T23:21:00.002+08:00

Today I was happy that our batch of NP has a gathering session as I organised this gathering but only handful of us turn up for the gathering. But I still have alot of fun with just a few of people around.

Especially that Shu Huei keep bully by Elton and me as we like to say each other...... Hahaha..... So fun man..... She was not really angry with us as she know that we are playing with her want, she will not take it very serious..... Wow.... what a wonderful moment we have...... Hope all us will not break our friendship as I really cherish it.

Miss My NP Friends.....

2007-06-03T00:31:00.001+08:00

YozZz.... Long time never see my NP friends since we graduated from Mayflower, we went to different campus to continue our study. I still remember we only gather together at NPCC campfire after that we never meet again.

So miss them man..... Luckily is that we will be having a gathering on we school holiday and we will going to sentoas to have fun for one day, we can't wait to the day that we meet as I say earlier, we no long time never see each other since the campfire. Haha..... I'm so happy that I can't wait to the day to come.

Miss My God Children

2007-05-24T11:33:00.001+08:00

HaizZz...... Long time no long see my god children... Don't know how is them? Don't know how is their result whether have pass their Mid-Year Examination. I was more worry about my god son because he quite naughty, same go to my elder god daughter as she having her O level this year and she can't forgot her pass of the bad moments during Sec 3.

What about your young god daughter? Hmm.... She quite fine because she will listen to her god sister and her result is quite good but some time her result can turn to be bad so still a bit worry about her result.

I can't forgot the moment that we are together as I can know what they are doing in school but now I know make some guess or hear some gossip of them from their friends, but this is not good for them because some of the gossip make be wrong or some of them might be fake as some of them are create by their friends. I will just listen and I must have some trust on them so that our relationship will not go fade.

Normally if I want to know how is their going, I will ask my elder daughter because I call her to take care of them but I will still tell her to focus on her subjects. Hope that they have done well in the Mid- Year Examination, if not they must work extra on their End of Year Examination and O level Examination. :)

My Birthday

2007-05-16T21:26:00.001+08:00

YozZz... Today is my birthday, although there was no celebration. But I still quite happy because there are still of my friends know my birthday, mean they never forgot me.

Hmm...... My birthday wish is to have a good GPA; able to have alot of time to accompany my god children; all of god children to have a good result and god children have a good health.

So stress man !!!

2007-05-12T15:30:00.002+08:00

So stress man...... I got a lot of projects need to be done within a week or day, until I can't cope it well. I was unable to rest well even on weekends as I need to rush them out and I don't even have for myself to go cycling or shopping or have lunch with my god children.
I don't know this days will end because there will still more projects are on their way up to let us handle it. It too stress for me until I give attitude to my teachers man.... F*** man...... What I'm trying to do man..... Lucky my teachers was quite understandable person that she come and talk to me and she leave me a message "Don't take life so seriously, you'll never get out of it alive".

I think I take things too seriously, so I must learn not to things too seriously so that it will make my life more easier for me.

The Result of The Seminar Project

2007-05-10T23:12:00.001+08:00

Today is the final presentation of my seminar project, all of us are excited to be present in front of the judges that we have done over the past few months. We were hoping that all of our hard work will not go to the drain.

So all of my team mates have make a effort to meet each other to do some rehearsal so that we screw up half way and also to complete our undone part of the presentation. When all of us have reach the meeting room, we hurry up do some rehearsal that we went to have our lunch that do some final rehearsal before we present.

When the time come for us to present, we were so nervous but we try to show it in front of the judges. After all our presentation, we were so happy that we scream out from our deep heart outside the presentation room and we take some group photo for our memory.

After few hours later, the result is out. Our group was unable to present in the pre-seminar, all of us were so unhappy and disappointed that all of our hard work has gone down to the drain but all of us were not so disappointed because we still have wonderful memory the moment that we are together to do the presentation. I miss you guys man.... You guy Rox......

Why I Keep On Lossing My Friends

2007-04-22T00:03:00.001+08:00

I find out that after school reopen for few days, my friends have been snatch away and they don't want talk to me or have lunch with me. Suddenly felt very lonely like back to primary school time, no friend at all. Just a few friends, just a handful of them.

Is it just because quarrel with the senior student that all my friends have went to him and not even a true friend. Why must be like that...... Is it my fault to do two projects at one time. Or I become class chairperson, then no one like me. I have this feeling that I going to have no in my friends because all of them hate me.

I know that I was quite fierce when I was class chairperson because I will scolding or shout at my class, but this is just want to help the lecturers so that they can continue teach us. They think I like to shout at them, my throat will feel hurt, I also don't like to shout at class because I know that they will think have me the right.

HaizZz..... Is okay for I don't have much friends around me because they think I not friendly perosn, but I prove to them I will not shout at them and I will control my volume of my voice so that they will not think I'm so unreasonable person.

Miss Those Days

2007-04-19T09:56:00.002+08:00

Time fly really fast as all of us has graduated from Mayflower and has enter to ITE, long time never see some of my classmates as I miss those days. I still remember when we were in the secondary, we have alot of fun and I have quite a number of friends in my class and different class.

But now, I don't even have much friends in the class. I feel quite sad....... Not like last time, I can tell my sad and joy to my friends as all my trust friends went into different ITE and only Yasin is my school but I hardly talk to him because when we in secondary life time, we are not quite good friends until can share joy and laughter.

I was hoping that I can graduated from ITE and go to Poly and meet my friends over there cause most of my friends are going to poly and we decide to go to same poly to meet, although we all study different course but we can meet each other when we having break or lunch time or after lesson.

Hope that I can get good grade for my exam and all the way to two years in ITE.

Why Must Be Like That !!!

2007-04-17T21:55:00.001+08:00

Why I must I kana say by other and why must be listen to other, why can't I have my on way of doing things. WHY !!! Is it that senior people have the right to must the choice for the juniors and all the words that the senior say, the junior has to listen.

I don't like to be control and I hate to been control but why there still some of the senior people still want to control my way of dealing things. Damn it....... Is it that if the junior never listen to senior, the senior has the right to scold the junior. Is it that if there is a problem between with the senior and junior, the blame will sure go junior although it is not junior fault. WHY ! WHY ! WHY ! WHY !

I know that some seniors' words can be hear because some time they gone though all the hard path which the junior is facing but some of the seniors like to make things more complicated and have to trouble everyone to solve this problem.

So Stress man !!!!

2007-04-11T20:57:00.001+08:00

So Stress man !!!!!! I was so stress and very tired after all this hard works for weeks, days, hours, minutes and seconds. I don't like this stress, it make me feel more tired and feel like want to end my life.

Really too stress until I can't breathe and my heart can't beat normal. But after watching the show, Smile Pasta, thinking one of actress, Cyndi Wang who normally say "Smile, Smile and the thing pass through." It was right because if you keep thinking that of the bad, you will not be success so I must smile and looking forward the beautiful day.

Feel So Strange

2007-03-29T23:33:00.001+08:00

Today when I was on the way home from Bishan, my brain suddenly appear two voices were quarrelling will over with small matter and their topic was about a SIM card and cheating. I find it so weird and suddenly I feel so pain, like someone has hurt me.

This feeling was not good want and this two voices sound like my daughter and my son who were quarreling over something, this sound not present. May be I think too much.......

Really Very Sad

2007-03-25T23:38:00.001+08:00

HaizZz...... As time goes by, all my Sec 2s have been promoted to Sec 3s and they going to be NCOs. Now all my Sec 3s think that I'm a liar and only how break promise person because I promise them that I going to be CI after I graduated and until now I did not come back to be CI.

But I really never break my promise as I tell my OC, Mr Iszal that I want to be CI and he has inform the HQ but is the HQ reject my application. Is it that my rank never up to their standard or I not fit to be a CI. WHY!!! Why every thing that I want, I can't get it?

Now, I think all my Sec 3 were sure hate me never go back to teach them or they are happy that I never go back because they think I not fit to be to teach them. I still remember that when I go back for campfire, I was trying to entertainment but they say that I very noise and not like other of my squads, so quite. I was so hurt when they say this word and I just pretend anything happen but in my heart was so totally hurt like one knife poke into my heart. So painful......